Okay, I recently looked at myself in the mirror wearing just my bra and underwear. What I saw was something I’m not proud of, and something I’ve never seen before. I have the saggy belly. As in I’m carrying more weight in my belly and it’s hanging down, being buttoned/zipped into my pants. I was shocked. I have never had that before and I don’t even know when it happened. I am freaking out about it, but trying not to worry. Ugh.
Because of the ^recent discovery^ I opted to actually think about lunch today instead of just going to McDonalds or Taco Time. I chose to have tuna, fruit or veggies and maybe juice. I even checked in with the bestie to see what she thought! I told her I wanted something low carb if possible, high protein and low calorie (but that wasn’t a huge requirement). She approved my choices and so off I went to superstore. I did awesome. I bought only what I was there for and I left to go back to work. Then, I found myself at the Tim Horton’s drive thru with cash in hand, paying for my large iced capp.
Without even thinking. Just like that. Bam. 320 calories in iced coffee. Hmm… I think I need to attempt to be more alert and with myself when I make decisions. I’m just kind of annoyed that I did it. Like, why. What was I thinking. I haven’t had an iced capp in months, so why today. I’m trying not to beat myself up but I just don’t get it.
Tomorrow is another day I guess. Try again then.